Numb Still

Been a hectic few days, though I've been here for a good 3 weeks, this week really is the start of my work life here... Had lots to do and still have lots of catching up still so I know what I'll be doing this weekend; work...

Life in general's not too bad, people are nice and friendly, still acclimatising to the long days tho (pukul 8 malam terang lagi, Maghrib masuk kol 8.10). I do still feel numb I guess, didn't want to come here in the first place but now that I am here, I don't feel anything. Happy? Depressed? Not really sure... I guess it's the work and a few mates that's taken my mind of things. There are days that I feel less than an inmate but there have been good days, nope, not full days, more like good times really.

One thing that never went away or will never go away is the thought of my family. I do miss them terribly. 3 weeks to go til I get to see them, my queen, my babies and me mum. And nasi lemak and roti canai and rojak and super supreme pizza and maggi goreng and saturday night soccer and my guitar and my premacy and hd tv and low yat and i can go on all day...
I miss home.